ma tean, et ma peaks olema õnnelik su pärast
aga ma ei saa
sest
õudsalt haiget teeb
mul on väga kahju
teisipäev, aprill 17, 2007
teisipäev, aprill 10, 2007
let go of the pain
Tead ma näen nüüd asju hoopis teistmoodi, nagu sa ütlesidki. Ma saan aru nüüd, mis tähendab positiivne mõtlemine selle kõige otsesemas mõttes. Ma ei uskunud seda, ma ei uskunud, et selline asi üleüldse võimalik on. Aga on. Ma olen läbi teinud totaalse muutumise kõige paremas mõttes. Muidugi on jamasi, alati, aga mul on nii palju häid inimesi mu ümber, mul on vedanud ja ma olen õigusega õnnelik, uhke.
Ma lihtsalt ei tea mida ma tegin, et mind niimoodi õnnistatud on.
Ma lihtsalt ei tea mida ma tegin, et mind niimoodi õnnistatud on.
pühapäev, aprill 08, 2007
to somebody else....
She's found something to die for
Something to fight for
Someone to show her the way
She's found someone to cry for
Someone to lie for
Heart full of blood of the dinosaurs
Now she belongs to someone else
too much
Something to fight for
Someone to show her the way
She's found someone to cry for
Someone to lie for
Heart full of blood of the dinosaurs
Now she belongs to someone else
too much
kolmapäev, aprill 04, 2007
wait in summer
Pragu just mõtlesin, et kui lahe see suvi võib tulla. Issand ma nii ootan seda juba. Kuigi ega praegu ka midagi viga pole. Aga siis tuleb vabadus. Totaalne vabadus. Me võime ärgata hommikul ja mõelda ükskõik mida välja. Uskumatu, ma usun, et sellest tuleb midagi vägevat.
Hoian teid kõiki lähedal.
Hoian teid kõiki lähedal.
neljapäev, märts 22, 2007
sõnatu
You turned your back
And walked away in shame
All you got is a memory of pain
Nothing makes sense so you stare at the ground
I hear your voice in my head when no one else is around
What do I have to say
Maybe I should do what I have to do to break free
What ever happens to you, we'll see
But it's not gonna happen with me
I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me
And walked away in shame
All you got is a memory of pain
Nothing makes sense so you stare at the ground
I hear your voice in my head when no one else is around
What do I have to say
Maybe I should do what I have to do to break free
What ever happens to you, we'll see
But it's not gonna happen with me
I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me
neljapäev, märts 01, 2007
When the sun goes down, you are my only friend
I was blown away.
What could I say?
It all seemed to make sense.
You've taken away everything,
And I can't deal with that.
I try to see the good in life,
But good things in life are hard to find.
We'll blow it away, blow it away.
Can we make this something good?
Well, I'll try to do it right this time around.
I'ts not over...
down to my knees
again
What could I say?
It all seemed to make sense.
You've taken away everything,
And I can't deal with that.
I try to see the good in life,
But good things in life are hard to find.
We'll blow it away, blow it away.
Can we make this something good?
Well, I'll try to do it right this time around.
I'ts not over...
down to my knees
again
kolmapäev, jaanuar 03, 2007
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